Wilma,
I know that this is so hard for you. In the past 9 months, I have tried to help you with one loss and now we have another one.
You know that I studder with words and that I am better at writing so I wanted to write you some words.
I understand your pain but I can't say I know your pain and I know that you are confused, lonely and hurt at the time but I need to let you know that God hasn't abandoned you.
Remember a week back your radio incident were the radio wouldn't change on you and the cd was stuck in one song. The song said that He is concerned about you. It says that He does see and He does care and that He is just a prayer away. I know you don't want to hear it now, this is why I wrote this today. Maybe some day you will decide to read this. God is still there through your bad and dying places and I know He will give you strength to go on. Life isn't over for you even though it may seem this way. I don't know why God allowed this to happen to you so please don't ask me why. I can't answer what is unknown to me, but I do have to tell you that I pray that the Lord would reveal this to you very soon.
Please don't hate God and don't be angry with Him. He loves you with an unconditional love and some day you will see it. I pray that it will be very soon that you get to know the Lord like I do and have a personal relationship with Him. He is the only one that could supply all your needs and help you through all these times. Please don't throw this away maybe one day you would decide to read it and understand the meaning of my words. The LORD LOVES YOU! Give HIm the opportunity to show you this and to love one you. To have the Lord in your life is an blessing and an experience like no other.
Your mom is in Heaven reunited with those loved ones that went ahead of her and with her Creator. She is in Peace and walks with the Angels.
I pray with all my heart that you learn to trust the Lord in these decisions that he has made with your life in this past year. They might be the most understandable decisions to us but to Him it all makes sense and one day to us to.
Just remember that He is concerned about you and that you are going to get through this one step at a time.
I also wanted to clear with you that these past events have not been a punishment to you, even though it may seem that way to you. It isn't. These things even though unexplainable are things that help us mature in life and learn from it.
Also, please remember that I am here for you no matter what. I would always be your unconditional friend and you will always be my best friend.
I hold you dear to my heart and my husband, my church and I are sharing your pain. We are also praying for you for strengh, wisdom, and courage. Life goes on one step at a time but it continues and you will see the light at the end of the tunnel and the calm at the end of the storm.
Hold dear to the Lord for He will give you strength.
I love you and I am here for you always.
Sincerely,
Elizabeth and Wallace Eckford</b></font><br><br>
